When you have someone there

 Living with multiple mental health issues I always swore I’d be “alone” till the day I died. It wasn’t that I didn’t want love, I felt that I didn’t deserve to be loved. Going to the gay pride our town had over 3 years ago was the best decision I’ve ever made. I met the girl of my dreams, my best friend, my soulmate! It’s insane how much one person can make a difference in your entire life. Before I met her I was ready to die, or face life alone. I didn’t want my “disabilities” to affect someone else’s life so after a week of talking I finally told her that I was a schizophrenic. Her response was, “so”. I never felt so relieved in my life, I was so worried she would run the other way. Now it’s November 2015 we’re engaged and we’ve been together for a little over 3 years. She has no idea how much she has helped with my daily difficulties. She has became so patient and so understanding with my anxiety. This girl has saved my life more than she’ll ever know, all I can do is show her how much I appreciate her. I’m proud to say I won’t be alone in life because I found the person I was ment to be with. Makes me really believe that everything happens for a reason. Enough for today! Remember, keep your heads up! Everyone deserves to feel like this in life!