I want to just go, leave this place that I’ve known my whole life and start over somewhere new. I want to see things my grandmother did not before she passed away.
I don’t want to be the other person from my family to die in this awful town that we grew up in. This town is all we know, there is so much more to life than staying in one place your whole life, it makes no sense to make at all.
I hate having this conversation “you need money for this”, “you need a way to get there”. I’m sorry but I disagree, i don’t need money to eat, there’s rivers and lakes all over the damn place, wild animals all over the place. I can fish, I can start a fire, I could build me some shelter when needed.
I’m sorry I don’t want to live the life my parents and grand parents have lived. Settling down, having kids, go to work, pay bills, die. No fucking thank you, that is not what we’re meant to do with our lives. Example, work, money, bills…all man made shit, that’s not why where here, and that’s not what I’m going to do with my life.
Sorry just needed to vent for a minute. My girlfriend isn’t too crazy on this idea, but I know she’d love it once it was just us n our dog, no job, no worries, living off the land that we where given.