Today isn’t a good day, and I don’t see it getting any better. I woke up at 6:45am for work and the first thing I hear when I open my eyes, was my voices, loud and clear.
I didn’t want this today, I never want this, but Jesus I just wanted to have a good day with my lady. I didn’t want this negativity today, the constant wanting to cry.
I’m trying to finish working (I get off at 3), but I can’t stop tearing up and wandering off in my head.
It’s gonna take a lot to be strong today😢.
Probably won’t be posting much today, I apologize in advance.