Yesterday my day started off pretty good. And then I got into an altercation with my father, which ended pretty badly. Ended with me crying, and just being depressed until Nikki got home.
Once Nikki got home things got better, she knows what to say and what to do when I’m having my depression fits.
Then our friends Kylie and Kalyn who are also a couple came over to hang out. We went to the park and swung on the swings for a while lol. After getting bored with that we thought it’d be a good idea to go get some liquor. We originally said we where going to get Fireball, something I can handle lol.
Needless to say, I wasn’t upset anymore about my dad, but I spent the night with my head in the toilet until about 5:30AM.
Fell asleep on the BR floor a handful of times and then eventually somehow got into my bed.
Once I woke up, Nikki was already gone for work, which made me a little sad. And now I’m at my moms hung over like shit. Waitin for Nikki to come get me at 4:30:/ Idk why I drink, when I know it does nothing but make me sick and feel like poop the next day mentally.
Going to take a shower, maybe that’ll make me feel better.
I honestly just want to spend the day with Nikki and doing nothing.