The Harry Potter Tag! 

Thank you to That Weird Brown Girl    for nominating whoever wanted to join in on this awesome tag. I of course being a huge Harry Potter Fan and a fellow Slytherin, I thought, why not?! 

Let’s begin! 

1Favorite Book? Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban. 

2- Least Favorite Book? Harry Potter and the Sorceres Stone. 

3- Favorite Movie? Harry Potter and the Order of Phoenix. 

4- Least Favorite Movie? Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire. 

5- Favorite Quote? “Of course it is happening in your head, Harry, but why on Earth should that mean that it is not real?” -J.K. Rowling- Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows. 

6- Favorite Weasley? Molly Weasley played by Julie Walters. 

7- Favorite Female Character? Bella Lestrange who is played by Helena Bonham Carter. 

8- Favorite Villian? Bellatrix Lestrange, again:) 

9- Favorite Male Character? Rubies Hagrid who is played by Robbie Coltrane. 

10- Favorite Professor? “Mad Eye Moody”. Or Professor Lupin. 

11- Would You Rather a- wash Snapes hair? Or b- Spend all day listening to Lockhart rant? Definitely b- Listen to Lockhart rant for a day. 

12- Would You Rather Duel a- Elated Bellatrix or b- An Angry Molly. Definitely a- an Elated Bellatrix simply because she’s my favorite, so it’d be cool to see her in a duel, even if it’s against myself lol. 

13- Would You Rather Travel to Hogwarts by a- Hogwarts Express or b- A Flying Car? Easy, a- Hogwarts Express, at least once. I’d love to witness the chocolate frogs, platform 9 3/4, and everyone on board! 

14- Would You Rather Give a- Voldemort a kiss or b- Umbridge a bath? Lol imma go with b give Umbridge a bath. 

15- Would You Rather Fly a- Hippogriff or a b- Firebolt. Yeah this is definitely going to be b- a Firebolt, hands down. 

16- Is there a character you felt differently about in the movies? Yes, Ron Weasley. Simply because the books expressed his long and skinny nose and freckeled face so often. Ron in the movie had neither. 

17- Is there a movie you preferred over the book? No actually there isn’t. 

18- Richard Harris or Michael Gambon for Dumbledore? Definitely Richard Harris, best Dumbledore yet. 

19- Your too thing that you wanted in the movie that wasn’t there? The lack of amount of Quidditch cups in the movies. Really pissed me off. 

20- If you could remake any Harry Potter movie which would you choose? Definitely Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire. Just because it had so much potential in the book, it could have been such a better movie. 

21- Which house was your first gut feeling you’d be in? Lol honestly, Hufflepuff. 

22- Which house were you actually sorted into on Pottermore? Slytherin. 🙂 

23- Which class would have been your favorite? Hands down, Flying or Potions class. 

24- Which spell do you find to be most useful to learn? Expelliarmus- disarming your enemies or anyone you’re in duel with. 

25- Which Character do you think you’d instantly become friends with? Luna Lovegood played by Evanna Lynch. 

26- If you could own one of the three Hallows which would it be? The cloak of invisibility. 

27- Is there any aspect of the books you’d want to change? Not at all! 

28- Favorite Marauder? Sirius Black. 

29- If you could bring one character back to life, which would you chooseV Dobby the House Elf. I cried when he died. 

30- Hallows or Horcuxes? Horcruxes. 

Who I nominate: any Harry Potter fan out there and especially any fellow Slytherins out there!! Pass this on and keep it going! 

Happy Halloween Everyone! 👻🎃


Happy Halloween 👻 

Happy Halloween Everyone!! The night we can all be someone else and feel comfortable in a large group of unkown people. 


I’m not doing anything for Halloween tonight since Nikki will be at work until late tonight, and there isn’t any trick or treating in our neighborhood:/ We are carving pumpkins tonight whenever Nikki gets home. 

Hope y’all have a fun time tonight, try to stay clear of the clowns, be careful and most importantly enjoy yourself!! 


I would love…

to be in India right now while everyone there celebrates Diwali! I may not have same beliefs as them but I’d love to see how beautiful India has to look right now. 

If you have snapchat, everyone in India is snap chatting their Diwali. Showing videos of them getting prepared, the beautiful outfits they’re wearing, the beautiful lights strung all over the houses and businesses, and my favorite thing it’s shown so far, Rangoli! I never knew about any of this until now, but I’ve always dreamed of visiting India, and this answers exactly why! 

If you’re in India, enjoy your time, your towns look so beautiful today! 


Mystery Blogger Award! 

Thanks to Katelyn Hawkes for nominated me for this award!! 

Let’s get this thing started. 

What is a Mystery Blogger Award? 

“Mystery Blogger Award” is an award for amazing bloggers with ingenious posts. Their blog not only captivates; it inspires and motivates. They are one of the best out there, and they deserve any recognition they get. The award is also for bloggers who find fun and inspiration in blogging, and they do it with so much love and passion. 

-Okoto Enigma

The Creator of this amazing award: Okoto Enigma, check out their blog Here


  • Put the award logo/image on your blog. 
  • List the rules. 
  • Thank whoever nominated you and provide a link to their blog! 
  • Mention the creator of the award and provide a link to their blog as well. 
  • Tell your readers 3 things about yourself. 
  • You have to nominate 10-20 people.  
  • Notify each of your nominees by commenting on their blog. 
  • Ask your nominees any 5 questions of your choice; with one weird or funny question (specify). 
  • Share your link to your best post(s). 

Three Things About Myself: 

  1. I’m an aunt to 7 gorgeous “kids”. Aging from 21 years old to 4 years old. 
  2. I’m a huge believer and follower in alien races from different planets. 
  3. I’m a very laid back person. In HS my best friends always told me they would of never spoken to me if I wasn’t as chill as I am. I apparently have that resting bitch face, ya know the one that you don’t even know how evil you’re making yourself look, lol. I also have a bad “spacing out” problem and usually 9/10 I’m looking in someone’s direction when this is happening, making me look like a judgmental bitch. 

Katelyn’s Questions and My Answers: 

  1. “Why did you start blogging?” Honestly my therapist thought it was the best way to show me I wasn’t alone in the world suffering from mental health issues. Hence “yourenotaloneinthisworld”. Now my main goal is to show others that I became aware of it and we really aren’t alone. 
  2. “What is your favorite thing to do on your downtime?” Definitely be lazy with my fiancé, going out to dinner with her or relaxing on the sofa watching Netflix. Either way I’m happy. 
  3. “What is your favorite genre of music?” Boy this is hard. I would say rock but I also wanna say Indie or Physchedlic(sp) Rock. But I also enjoy some heavy metal, screamo, and rap. My taste in music is a lot different then most. 
  4. “Would you rather have 3 legs or 3 arms? (Weird/Funny) I’m gonna go with 3 arms, able to handle more shit at once. Multi tasking like a boss!! 
  5. “What is something on your bucket list?” Wow I have a huge bucket list and one with Nikki for a relationship bucket list. For my personal bucket list the most important thing on there for me is 1-Overcome my depression and anxiety (or just one, that’d be great too). Or 2- See the world. 

My 10-20 Nominees: Simply all the bloggers I am constantlyreceiving  comments/likes from and a few followers who’ve been around since my first few followers! 

  1. Stephanie over at Making Time For Me
  2.  Tabbi over at  Aunt Tabbi
  3. Tikeetha over at A Thomas Point of View
  4. Jess over at Not The Average Mama
  5. Mental Truths Aka Alucardeverlasting
  6. Elm over at Just Elm
  7. Rae-Anne
  8. Emily Mae
  9. The Wondours Life of Allie M.
  10. Annebella & Kate

My Questions for the above Nominees: 

  1. If you could switch lives with one famous person for one day each year, who would you choose and why? 
  2. What would be the best present you could find under your tree this year? 
  3. Let’s say you just won the lottery and you are now the ritchest person in the world. What are the first 3 things you’re going to do? 
  4. What’s your personal opinion of social media? 
  5. Weird question, if you had to loose all senses except for one, which would you keep? 👃 👀 👋👅👂

Hope you all enjoy and please let me know once you’re done!! 


Wedding Stuff.

I’ve been thinking and talking a lot about our wedding lately. I figured I’d go ahead and share some of our ideas and plans with you guys. We’ve been planning this wedding for a few years now and I think we’re ready to go:)

We’re planning on the day being November 1st, 2017 mainly because I really want a fall wedding.

The location will be literally in the woods. Haven’t decided where at yet, but we have it narrowed down to three different places, one being a little too far to fly our family out there.

Time to show you guys some of our ideas, these are the main ideas we have picked so far, we narrowed it down A LOT!

Cake Ideas: 

img_5598img_5597img_5599img_5600My Favorite is #2, what’s you favorite?

Outfit Ideas: 

img_5602Nikki’s Outfit, just different colors 🙂

img_5606option #1 for my wedding dress.

img_5605option #2 for my wedding dress.

img_5645option #3 for my wedding dress.

img_5644option #4 for my wedding dress.

My favorite is #2 and #3, what’s your favorite wedding dress out of the top 4 options?

img_5604The shoes I’ll be wearing:) I loveee shoeless shoes!

img_5642Maid of Honor dress. It’s a definite on the colors, just not sure if she’ll be wearing a short lace dress or a long lace dress. All depends on what option I pick for myself..

img_5643Bridesmaid Dress. Again, it’s a definite on the Burgundy color but not sure if they’ll be long or short dresses.

img_5640Before the wedding, while getting ready. I love this idea of a flannel and what they are in the wedding on the back. I think I’d have one for Bride, Maid of Honor, Bridesmaids, Flower Girl, and the two Mothers of the Brides:)


img_5607Family Tree Photos.

img_5610“Pick A Seat Not A Side, Either Way, it’s for A Bride” I love this idea! And love the old wooden window frame they used for it.

img_5613Wedding Arch:)

img_5611Floating Tea Lights in a Vase, next to every aisle.

img_5623option #1 for seating and aisle arrangement.

img_5627option #2 for seating and aisle arrangement.

img_5626Ring Holder. Love!

img_5601instead of lighting a candle together, we’ll make this heart sand:)

Reception Ideas: 

img_5603Seating Arrangements for Reception!

img_5608Because who doesn’t want to have a bonfire and roast marshmallows in the Fall?

img_5615Leave a note on a stone:) So Nikki and I could display this in our house once we’re married. I love this idea.

img_5622Seatings for dinner. (optional)

img_5628Ah this is a definite that we want to do. Maybe have this next to the stones that they put advice on? Would make an awesome scrapbook for after the wedding!

img_5625Reception Center Pieces.

img_5629Next to the bonfire:)

img_5631Smores Stand.

img_5630Dessert Table for Reception.

img_5633 I’m thinking have this in the line where people will be getting their food/drinks:)

img_5632Sparkles instead of rice and bubbles!

img_5634Mason Jar Cups with Tags to reuse!

img_5635All food will be BBQ type food, definitely BBQ pulled pork, Ribs, Burgers, Beans, Corn on the Cob, Mac n Cheese, that kinda food:) All homemade as well.

img_5636Turn an old flower pot into a soda/beer cooler. Of course we will have some reds apple ales and Angry Orchads for beer:)

img_5637Moon Shine and Whisky in mini mason jars:)

img_5638After we have our first dance, everyone will take a shot!

img_5609Seating for Nikki and I at reception.

img_5641Apple Cider for the kids and adults who don’t wanna drink.

img_5617Will be for EVERYONE at the reception:)

Photo Ideas: 

img_5612Me up top with Nikki’s bridesmen/maids and Nikki down at the bottom with my bridesmaids in the background. Love the switching it up:)

img_5614Such a cute photo idea:)

img_5616Of course, it won’t be done in a church lol but you get the idea:)

img_5620Old photo frame being held by the Bride, Maid of Honor, Bridesmaids and Flower Girl:)

Random Other Ideas: 

img_5621Invitation to the wedding, option #1.

img_5618Invitation to the wedding option #2.

My favorite invite is option #1 just because it fits with the wood theme oh so well, what’s your favorite?

So, what are your thoughts? If you’ve been married before, I’m sure you’ll know what I’m missing…let me know!

Glad to be back on WordPress. Getting ready to watch some Thursday Night Football:) I have money on the Jacksonville Jaguars tonight, so they better freaking win!


It’s been a good while..

I’ve gone about a week from WordPress, popping on every now n then to see what everyone was writing about. This past week we’ve been pretty busy here at the house and getting ready for this winter to start. It’s been under 40• degrees all week, had a few snow falls and today is pure rain and freezing outside. We’ve turned on our heat officially, the neighborhood smells like a big wood burner and I love it.

I had to return the rental car yesterday, and Nikki towed her truck to the car shop yesterday as well. We currently have my moms truck until the check comes in for my new car…which is taking forever.

My lawyer for when I was trying to SSI called me over the week. My claim has been processed and I have court on November 1st? I gave up on this almost a year ago after being denied more than 6 times with a lawyer, I guess my lawyer  didn’t give up though.

Do I want SSI? Yes, but no. I do simply because it’ll be a huge help for us financially and would take a lot of stress off of me. But at the same time I don’t because I don’t want to be that girl that lives off the government. I’ve been doing awesome working from home, and I’ll admit I don’t know if I could work in an office. I just don’t know, I’ve attempted plenty of times and also attempted college plenty of times, I couldn’t handle it.

Am I taking the easy way out by accepting this SSI?

I was raised that you graduate HS, go to college, get an awesome job, get married, have kids. Is this why I feel so guilty? I graduated HS by the skin on my teeth, got engaged,  dropped out of college after a few weeks of attending, moved in with my fiancé, quit my job, applied for SSI, got denied, applied for college, dropped out again, got a job, got fired, got another job, and here I am.

I agree my life would of went so differently if I wouldn’t have these mental health “issues” but I do have them…should I feel guilty? It’s my life, right? So what I didn’t do as my mom wanted me to, I couldn’t handle it. I’m a strong independent person when it comes to certain things in my life, but I’m not strong when it comes to things that seem to matter the most, like jobs, going in public, college, etc.

I guess what I’m asking is, should I be happy that the state is finally recognizing that I need help? Should I feel stupid and disabled for even considering this? Am I thinking too much into this? How will this effect my current job? Am I a lazy American that lives off her government?

Rant over, here are some pictures/videos of my week with no blogging.

I was supposed to attend this community walk to prevent suicide. I ofcourse ended up working and was unable to make the 3-4 hour drive to participate. :/ I was pretty bummed.


short clip of the rental we had for a week. We thought all the nonsmoking signs were pretty funny.
Joplin sleeping and lounging after drying off from her bath 🛀:)

The fact that Hopsin performs in NYC on November 1st, and the tickets are so cheap!! Maybe just maybe:)
Had me some Sushi dinner a few nights back ❤️💛💚💙💜 Heaven in yooo mouth!!

our friends April and Evenn finally had their lil girl:) meet baby Rose 🌹!
The view coming home from Nikki’s work.

The wall that takes the life of a lot of people. If you can zoom in, you’ll see nothing but crosses on the concrete wall in front of the road on this photo. This mountain is a huge steep hill that ends in this wall, killing a lot of tractor trailer drivers who can slow down enough to make the turn. It’s sad actually.


Hazel got a new sleeve for her collar from the vet:) it’s Halloween themed.

Some news that I received yesterday about Anderson. And now I know that he will be out for the rest of the season, ugh!  Also had a missing kid alert from Baltimore, keep an eye out if you’re around the Baltimore area.

Glad to be back, hope everyone had a good while I was gone!


Late night dinner last night. Taco Salad from Sheetz omg heaven! I got romaine lettuce, onions, tomatoes, jalapeños, banana peppers, salt n peppa, nacho cheese, taco meat, Tostitos chips, sour cream, and guacamole:) It was to die for! Now these things, these baby bell cheeses, I’m addicted to. I’m not kidding when I say I have at least one a day. I wouldn’t care if they came out and said it’s fish eggs and bones, I’d still have at least one a day. Amaazazzing! 

I got my rental car 🚗 for today, I’ll be cruising around in this bad boy for the next 7-10 days lol.

It says no smoking all over the inside lol. 

Currently having some Chinese:) crab ragoons, general tos, and a shrimp egg roll. And watching some New Girl



Today I had to say goodbye to my car! ​



I have a ton of good memories in this vehicle! I’m gonna miss it! 

Sitting at my moms with Nikki now waiting until 12 to go get the rental carZ hopefully it’s not that bad of a gas hog cause I’ll be driving Nikki to work everyday this week and next, meaning I’ll be driving an hour to her work n back twice in a day. 



Ophelia, by “The Lumineers

“Ah, ah, when I was younger, ah, ah, should have known better

And I can’t feel no remorse, and you don’t feel nothing back

Ah, Ah, got a new girlfriend, he feels like he’s on top

And I don’t feel no remorse, and you can’t see past my blinders 

Oh, Ophelia, you’ve been on my mind girl since the flood

Oh, Ophelia, heaven help a fool who falls in love

Ah, Ah, got a little paycheck, you got big plans and you gotta move

And I don’t feel nothing at all

And you can’t feel nothing small

Honey I love you, that’s all she wrote

Oh, Ophelia, you’ve been on my mind girl like a drug

Oh, Ophelia, heaven help a fool who falls in love

Oh, Ophelia, you’ve been on my mind girl since the flood

Oh, Ophelia, heaven help a fool who falls in love

Oh, Ophelia, you’ve been on my mind girl like a drug

Oh, Ophelia, heaven help a fool who falls in love”.

Strange by “Kristy Kaliko” 

“Breathe deeply my friend

You’re normal take it easy

You’re only strange you know”

“It ain’t the same

When no one remembers your name

And nobody knows where you came from

And they don’t applaude you

They only know you

They only know your strange

And nobody knows who to blame and

Everyone knows it’s the same so

They don’t applaude you

They only know you

They only know your strange

You don’t look like everybody else

You don’t look like everybody else

You don’t look like everybody else


I see you lookin with ya lookin ass”

“Gotta get em off for the reggie

Cause I’m a little heavy-er

And I never thought the industry would let me in er

And they know I am no beginner

So I eat a rabbit like it’s my dinner (Kali)

And I used to get stares from the pair of eyes

Man I’m not gonna get them paralized

We sing clinge the thing is I am sterilized

He sing sing and scare and they terrified

So whitch way is he goin

Ball to the fall every fall in a hole and

I won’t stop even at all till I’m am known

The world so cold I make them fall with a quote (ok)

Spider caves are rhymes vet I’m next (ok)

But only pretty boys would get laid but I’m sex (ok)

It’s almost over for this industry

The blueprint is strange music and you know they mention me

We in your pocket like were loose change the new thang

Is you could make em love it wen your strange”

“It ain’t the same

When no one remembers your name

And nobody knows where you came from

And they don’t applaude you

They only know you

They only know your strange

And nobody knows who to blame and

Everyone knows it’s the same so

They don’t applaude you

They only know you

They only know your strange

You don’t look like everybody else

You don’t look like everybody else

You don’t look like everybody else


I see you lookin what you lookin at”

“Fat guys are in now

Everybody love the guy the thing can’t bend down

So if you got your chin down and

If anybody can come in and kill and gut the haters so now

Kod and seepage make them so their cleavage freakish

Maybe they bust spin out the bus

So we cause the leakage

Cause it’s unfair to be this rarity

Thought I would be some charity case

The industry would be scared of my face

Cause I don’t fit in any of their categories

This fat boy will show you how these independent adults make them noises

I was hard now I am easy to look at

Breezys don’t think I look real fat

My cd ain’t easy to put back

See we got’s to you lanes

Roll odd so we strange

Were not gonna change our shit bangs nigga”

“It ain’t the same

When no one remembers your name

And nobody knows where you came from

And they don’t applaude you

They only know you

They only know your strange

And nobody knows who to blame and

Everyone knows it’s the same so

They don’t applaude you

They only know you

They only know your strange

You don’t look like everybody else

You don’t look like everybody else

You don’t look like everybody else


I see you lookin witcha lookin ass”

[Tech N9ne:]
“I be the one that not normal baking a bitch in my hot caramel shaking the chick

And I got carnal taking a flick and I shot porno naked and wicked is not formal waking the sick when I got born

On the funny farm warned id be on you like on ya like orno in the morn got to horn the corn holes

Look at the six and the seven on my arm though nigga I’m totally torn yo

Obli get then I’m bossin this shit put you quick in coffin with this awesome script then I’m knockin this chick

Wen I get this pop and take a pic and never know wen I’m odd from exist ants in your pants ill make ya dance a hip hop comist I’m rockin this bitch

And ya niggas is far from it

Mr mo joe rizin told me to flip the flow and go rhymin

So I went to get the doe an in no time-in

Everybody gets the bro they go n9nin

Ordinary people think were fuking insane (hell yea)

So u punk mutha fuckas gonna be stuck when I rage!”

“It ain’t the same

When no one remembers your name

And nobody knows where you came from

And they don’t applaude you

They only know you

They only know your strange

And nobody knows who to blame and

Everyone knows it’s the same so

They don’t applaude you

They only know you

They only know your strange

You don’t know like everybody else

You don’t know like everybody else

You don’t know like everybody else


I see you lookin what you lookin at”