Is the only word I think of for how I feel today. As I stand in my moms back yard trying to stay under the tiny roof there is, smoking a cig even outside is icky. I went to my doctors yesterday, had a long talk about my meds. I came clean and told him how I haven’t been taking my Saphris (schizophrenic meds) because it makes me sick and I can’t enjoy things while on it.
He agreed its time to start the shots of schizophrenic medication. So once a month I’ll be going to my moms (since she’s a nurse) and getting my shot.
I think this will help since I never remember to take my Saphris. If you’re on Saphris this you know what I mean when I say ew! I have to take 4 a day and they’re not pills, they dissolve under your tongue. Idgaf if it’s black cherry or watermelon it taste like ass and I puke every time. It feels like you just swallowed an 8 ball of coke because your tongue throat and face go completely numb for about 30 minutes after taking them. You’re not allowed to drink or eat for 2 hours after taking it, wtf is that shit.
I’m over Saphris. So bring on the voices for the next 3 months because that’s the soonest my doc could see me. Baby Jesus help me.