I’m laying here on my sofa getting ready to watch a movie before I start work at 9:30. I am usually drinking a nice hot coffee right about now on my Fridays so I’m actually cheerful while working and when Nikki first gets home.
Today is not like usual days, as I have no coffee. I walked out to the kitchen, put a cup of water into the keurig, opened the top and went to grab a coffee… To my surprise I see green tea, green tea, black tea, ginger tea, sleepytime tea, every fucking tea you can think of, but not one fucking coffee.
I do a nice long inhale and a deep slow exhale, walk over to my pack of cigarettes and lite on up.
Now, I need to solve my coffee problem.
*me* Hmm, it’ll only be 11:00 when she gets home, 11:30 when you’re off work is it really necessary to take ANOTHER vyvanse?
*head*ok ok that’s right, but you “have” to take your new meds by 10pm, but they make you sleepy…what ya gonna do cyerra?
*me* idefk since you know everything why don’t you tell me…
*head* call your mom/dad, take you to Nikki, give her a charger since her phone is dying and swing by Sheetz to get a coffee, are you that fucking stupid?
*me* shit, sorry. thanks tho.
*head* but your dad and you are fighting, and your mom probably has a migraine, sure you wanna call them?
*me* they’ll understand
*head* if you say so…
*me* I can at least try.
*head*thats all you do, try. What happened usually?
*me* STFU 😒 (annoyed emoji)
Yes my voices are still here if you haven’t noticed. Conversations after fucking conversations.
i have two hours until work, Nikki has less than 20% battery and where she works, that’s not ok. She needs to have a phone handy at all times to call 911 if anything goes down.
Ugh. Today. Ugh. Today. Yes I meant to type that twice, not a typo.
Please say y’all got some Netflix move suggestions? Let me know in comments below or I WILL go insane in the membrain, insane got no brain.