I haven’t felt like this in a while. I haven’t felt this shitty in years. My head is all time confused. My brain is over stressed n tired. My eyes n face hurt from the crying. My scalp hurts from pulling on my hair. I feel depressed as fuck. I am at an all time low right now.
They told me this shit would get easier as I grew. They lied. This shit ain’t easy. Will it ever be easy? Probably not.
I was so ready to go back to the hospital last night. I always end up calming myself down. Then it just starts all over again the next day.
Something needs to change, now. I’m mentally tired as fuck.
Other news, we rescued a new kitten. Poor thing was covered in fleas, mites and worms. We think we’re worm free, he had tape worms, gave him meds and no more worms in poop but his belly is still so swollen, any one with experience know if this is normal or not? Taking him to vet Thursday so I’ll know then.
Just praying Joplin doesn’t get any sickness from the new kitten, we named him Talib after Aqib Talib on the Broncos.
Happy Birthday Tabbi 🎉 hope you have a nice one!
Probably won’t be on much until this head gets straightened out. Sorry for hardly posting, it’s just one thing after another. 2017 is looking pretty shitty.