Reblogged: “My Eating Disorder caused me to GAIN  18kg and nearly killed me… -The Reality of Normal Weight Eating Disorder Sufferers-“

Originally posted on RamblesOfTheRecovering.

 If you’re suffering with an eating disorder or going through recovery for ED, you should definitely go follow her! 

“My Eating Disorder Caused Me to GAIN 18kg and Nearly Killed Me… With #edaw in full swing, I’m sure your screens have been bombarded with posts that aim to raise awareness as to the deadly consequences of illnesses such as Anorexia Nervosa.  For the most part these status’ and blog posts are filled to the […]


Over today. 

The past few days haven’t been the best for my head. I’ve been trying really hard to go into places, take my medication on time everyday, and I’m just fucking exhausted. I missed my girlfriends break because I was sleeping, so now I won’t be able to talk to her for another 4 hours. 

Idk what I’m doing anymore with my head, idk what I’m doing anymore with my life. 

I feel like I need to start living, or I’m going to loose everything. 

Worst part, it’s probably all in my head.

I need to start to believe in myself, loving myself; not hateful and ignorant towards myself. 

Trying to keep my head up, today’s just dragging it down.